L- word

It has been so long since the last time i said this word, i forgot what it means.
The L-word. What is it? What it stands for? Why use so many times if at some point you will only use it because?
I've heard you say it. But did you mean it? I've seen you write it, but do you even know how it's read? Do you know it's read with your mind, or with your heart? Do you know it must be said with your eyes wide open and your mouth wide shut?
I know you don't! But i knew. And because of you, now, i don't know either.
Because of that... Go fuck yourself 'cause i Love you.